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September 9, 2026

. ݁₊⊹.πŸ“½ Movie Review: American Mary (2012)

American Mary (2012)

˖ ࣪⊹๋࣭ ⭑ Genre: thriller, horror, body horror

4 / 5 ★★★★☆

The beginning guy's cries as Mary walked out and to her home was a nice touch, showing how deeply shocking it was to her to have stuck in her mind the while way home. I think the contrast in her emotionally freaking out in the beginning, and then the end was a nice touch.

Speaking of the end, it's somewhat underwhelming how it ended, but I thought the last scene as and after Mary attempted surgery on herself to be quite a beautiful end scene regarding Mary's presence.

I lowkey thought the borderline incestuous (which I only say because of their ight touches to each other) twins wanted to be conjoined, which would have been cool to see in a movie like this centering around body mods and body horror. Even if that wasn't the twins' goal, I'm a little bummed we didn't see the end result of their modifications. Just kinda left us hanging, the sketch was cool but it would have been even more so if we saw the healed looks.

Katharine Isabelle does a wonderful job at playing Mary, and it makes sense why this role was made with her in mind to play it. Also loved Beatress. She was so cute, and she did an amazing job at the Betty Boop voice impression.

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September 8, 2026

. ݁₊⊹.πŸ“½ Movie Review: Rite Here Rite Now (2024)

Rite Here Rite Now (2024)

˖ ࣪⊹๋࣭ ⭑ Genre: music, documentary

5 / 5 ★★★★★
" I want you to do the crucifixion. "
" That sounds horrible, I don't like that at all! "
" No. I want you to give them the crucifixion pose so the people know you've given them everything, and you have nothing left to give. "
Breaking news: world's worst father actually spits bars. 
" You seem to think of your life as a zero-sum game. As if you living in a house means that nobody has ever lived in the same house before you. That nobody will ever live there after you. That before there even was a house there, nobody walked that ground it now stands upon. It's not pleasant to think about that, I know. You have to be more here. Right here, right now. "

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September 6, 2026

⋆ ♫。 Song of the Week ˚♬ ゚⋆

 ⋆ ♫。 Song of the Week ˚♬ ゚⋆

Like a Prayer - Madonna


As the first track of the self titled album, Like A Prayer, opens up with the sound of chapel doors closing behind us, we are introduced to the space between ourselves and our desire. Madonna masters the art of blasphemy, for using widely-used worshipful terms and practices and attaching them to the unashamed passion for one, which may or may not be God. 
" Life is a mystery
Everyone must stand alone
I hear you call my name
And it feels like home "
" When you call my name
It's like a little prayer
I'm down on my knees
I wanna take you there
In the midnight hour
I can feel your power
Just like a prayer
You know I'll take you there "

We are early on painted a picture of openly expressed idolatry, this individual who calls our name, be it God or otherwise, brings forth a sense of comfort and belonging within us. As well as the double entendre of this "prayer," this individual brings us into a prayer's kneel, but is it to pray or perform some other suggestive act? It just might be the latter, going by the surrounding lines. Words of assurance, of promise, that we will bring this individual to a peak of pleasure. There is no doubt here that it will be achieved. It's worth noting as well that this "midnight hour" is often a time between two loved ones, but also a time of desperate need, driving one to kneel in prayer for God.

" I hear your voice
It's like an angel sighing
I have no choice
I hear your voice
Feels like flying
I close my eyes
Oh God, I think I'm falling
Out of the sky
I close my eyes
Heaven, help me "

Our second verse only adds on to our painting of being in our lover's arms, a sigh of pleasure, a force drawing one to another, the familiar feeling of "falling" at one's pleasure heightening. And yet at the same time, this "falling" could allude to the belief that man had fallen after original sin, sin which includes lust.

" Like a child
You whisper softly to me
You're in control
Just like a child "

Throughout Like A Prayer, our singer seems to put this lover and God on somewhat of the same pedestal. Only their voice can reach us, only they hold such a great power of us that we could never bare to resist. "In Christianity, God believes that children are pure, innocent and that God favors them. This could be Madonna’s way of interpreting that God is “like a child”..."

" Just like a muse to me
You are a mystery
Just like a dream
You are not what you seem "
A muse is an individual of inspiration that most artists will have in their lives, driving them to create new art of whichever form they are inclined to. Often times, this is a lover to the artist, sometimes it is not. In which case, there is always an air of mystery to this muse. A lack of fully knowing a person leaves much to one's imagination, not just for artists. This is exhibited in the act of having a crush on a person, and the common phenomenon of learning more about the person causing those emotions to slowly fade away. To some, the lack of knowing is far more alluring, allowing our minds to dream and fill in the gaps with some idealized version of the focus of our fantasies.

The subject of major controversies upon release, and even to today depending on who you ask, Madonna in Like A Prayer is known for her brave portrayal of race and sexuality, using the imagery of Christian symbols to tell a story of love, passion, and worship.

I have had this song on repeat for probably two weeks already, I felt it deserves it's weekly highlight as a Song of the Week. I'm a big daydreamer when it comes to music, I love making my own little music videos in my head. And it's so easy and fun to do when I have my own original character I've had on my mind for 3 years already! Cringey, I know, I've got a little fan oc for the band Ghost, Starlight is my pride and joy. And Like A Prayer is one of the perfect songs to associate my character with in my head. Like, what other character is more suited for Like A Prayer but Starlight, a demon summoned by a satanic pope who also became her lover but was tragically killed before he could finally ask for her hand in marriage? No other character!! And no other song!!!

I've really got to get around to listening to more Madonna, this song alone is reason enough. I'm not religious in any sense of the word, but I'm chill with religious people if they're regular nice people. I'm a sucker for religious imagery, in movies, shows, music. And if you played anything around me that uses religious imagery hand-in-hand with sexuality, and I say I hate it, well then you know that's not me!!! 

. ݁₊⊹.πŸ“½ Movie Review: Uptown Girls (2003)

Uptown Girls (2003)

˖ ࣪⊹๋࣭ ⭑ Genre: drama, comedy

4 / 5 ★★★★☆

Molly looking at Ray and seeing a reflection of herself as a child, losing a loved one so suddenly, and understanding that deep down, Ray is just a kid who needed someone to be there and consistently show up for her and actually pay attention was so heartbreaking. The teacup and the last dance recital, to the song Molly's father wrote about her, were the best scenes. Along with Molly telling ray's mother not what she wanted to hear, but what she needed to as an absent mother. Also, still don't like Jesse though. And Molly was valid for not wanting her friend to be so controlling of her life, even if Molly wasn't the most responsible adult to begin with. I'd be mad too if I was suddenly being evicted cause my money was stolen and my "best friend" was selling my belongings after being told no numerous times.

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September 5, 2026

. ݁₊⊹.πŸ“½ Movie Review: Pitch Perfect (2007)

Pitch Perfect (2007)

˖ ࣪⊹๋࣭ ⭑ Genre: music, comedy, romance

4 / 5 ★★★★☆
" I've been shot!!! " 
After getting hit by a burrito.

Also the breakfast club was NOT that great brah.

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September 4, 2026

. ݁₊⊹.πŸ“½ Movie Review: Barbarian (2022)

Barbarian (2022)

˖ ࣪⊹๋࣭ ⭑ Genre: horror, thriller, mystery

2 / 5 ★★☆☆☆

"I think she's in one of those dog cages and being turned into puppy roleplay."

The beginning was a bit boring, I liked the difference in camera work in the second half, it added to the odd, unsettling changing atmosphere. It was a tiny bit underwhelming, and honestly aggravating with this sexual assaulter guy constantly fumbling and, even after his attempt at redeeming himself, his continuous self absorption. Same for the cops, never doing their job. 

It was just another "motherhood-scary old naked lady-asshole man" horror.

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. ݁₊⊹.πŸ“½ Movie Review: The Greatest Showman (2017)

The Greatest Showman (2017)

˖ ࣪⊹๋࣭ ⭑ Genre: drama, musical

3.5 / 5 ★★★⯪☆

The parallel of how he constantly latches on to what will make him feel like the next big thing, whilst abandoning the people who were there for him in the struggle. Burnham has mastered exploitation, abandonment, self absorption, and opportunism to the detriment of those relying on him. Nothing will ever be enough for him.

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